Broken Record?
WHY am I such a bad blogger? Is it because its just something you have to have programmed into you, and I don’t have it? Its the same with keeping journals. I can’t keep journals. I have one. I have hardly written a thing in it. Don’t get me wrong here, I write in it. I just very seldom write in it. I am so envious of those who can keep journals, and blog. The question is, HOW can I train myself to do so? Should I set an alarm on my mobile phone saying “WRITE BLOG” for the same time everyday? I mean, doesn’t that seem a bit excessive? Isn’t blogging something you are just supposed to do because you have something to say? Maybe I have nothing to say. But… I feel like i have a lot of things to say. I just don’t think to say them… I do not think that I have a lack of creativity. I am a creative person. My birthday gifts for example. I got three books where all you do in them, is write lists (two of them were the same though, so technically I got two books of lists). So doesn’t the fact that THREE people got me those books tell me that I am a little bit creative? I don’t know. I must solve this problem. Maybe I will just leave tumblr open on my computer all the time.
Am I hopeless? We’ll see.
-E
